tidak ada kena mengena dgn yg hdup mahupun yg sudah........


why?
what love is? if love gives pain
then stop loving now.
stop this heart.
if only u thought that im strong enough
you're wrong
that im not!
i can't breathe.
you see me, but ur blind.
coz im stupid to fall in this way.
can u stop these tears?
end this,
love is not for me.
if only i could take u out from this heart.
leave me now,
coz 'we' is not the ending.
separate me
far away
coz my broken heart
cant be fixed
forever u r here
forever
in this heart
im against u now
but this heart
can't erase u
it won't







nothing much to say, just having tidur yang inda menantu lately. for the next paper, i got 31 hadis to cover. just imagine if only 3 hadis are selected, & how cool is that? haha. well that's exam, ujian yang mnguji tani how well u prepared, are u ready????? ehe. if only i could have my own doraemon, dapat jua mnta liatkan hadis apa yg kuar dgn his super-genius machine. haha. fyi, takhasus hadis ni, most of the subjects jenis behafal, jenis fakta, nda byk subject yg buleh buat ayat sendiri. tp, kdgnya mbuat mazhab sndri ada jua x. lol. urg slalu ckp, f da yg ko nda apal kuar, pndai2 th ko 'membual'. sagainya nyaman ati mliat paper atu nda tluan kosong. the point is, kalau mau jawapan tu tamam setamam tamamnya, jangan ada satu pun yg d tinggalkn. 31 hadis, mcm byk jua kan bunyinya. mudhn cukup spis d kpala ani. seakan memory card, mudhn sj memory card ne ukn jnis lagg, or corrupted, or memory low or memory full. bg laluan daulu utk 31hadis. ayung ku udh eh, ke parut ayungnya. anyway, perjuangan harus diteruskan sampai ke jinjang kebebasan. theinspiredface ended her post here.

fyi, i miss u~

*U = UMUM




bila diriku memerlukan kekuatan, ketika diri lemah mengucapkan, aku sendiri pun inda paham, kenapa saat ani terasa macam macam.

aku selalu ckp mau nda mau tpksa/hrus/mesti jua dhadapi. tp seriusly, trasa ku mcm kurang kkuatan atu. please i need that strength. please i need u. and i really really in need. aku memang sukar untuk berubah. sebab yatah kelazimanku tu. lazim miyatu.

aku mau balik awal ane juaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.................
i need my 'rest'.


& please waktu cpt lah berlalu.
ada 9 papers lg~ :'(
bukunya pun banyak.
SEMANGAT please come back to me.




celamat pagi semua. sudahkah anda breakfast?aha.bgun pun blum x ne.lama jua sudah ah tni nda bceta2.maklum lah kan.smua sibok.so,smua ok?insyaAllah,bittaufiq wan nagah.sbnrnya nada benda pnting pun kn dckpkn.sagainya supaya nmpk blog ni nda trbiar.my updates,oral dah slasai, alhamdulillah dah lapas.nah ani a week ja lg kan imtihan tahriri.buku ni byk bnr kn dbca *dhapal*, mampukah aku? bekarihkah aku? cukupkah waktu?


sudah tahun 3 ni, dugaannya lagi basar, tambahan bila diri ganya sorang dlm course hadith,seperti memikul dunia rasanya,miyana kan tu.im just thinking apa bezanya aku msa taun1 taun 2 and now taun3?aku seakan nada beza.semakin ku tanya semakin ku buntu.whats next in my life? what did i do for my future? apa yg telah dicapai? apa yg ingin digapai? saya seorang pelajar. yg krajanya belajar, mnimba ilmu, banar kah atu yg ku buat skrg ani? cmna tahap ilmu ku skrg ani? aku hnya manusia kerdil yg pasti terlalu byk ilmu yg blum tersemat di jiwa ani. imtihan alal abwaab. yg pasti, jgn skali2 give up dlm khidupan ani. so guys,sadarkanku bila ku leka.


bside this, im so excited kan balik Brunei. haha. kan terabang belari ke arah umahku. ganya tiketku balum g kana bg uleh si dayang atu. ucapannya hri ahad, tp ni ah isnin udh.lakas2 th bg tiketku atu.haha.sbb lau tiket ada dpn mataku,automatically smgt ca ku mbca buku ya'ni mengapal ya'ni paham. aha. majal mcm kaling. jd sapa2 yg kn ke miri ka ke kk ka, let me know, aku turut! haha. lau blaku jua tu. maklum la. taim atu $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ tluan byk. :p
bh khalas hena. sa aqulu qauli haza, wabillahi taufiq wal hidayah, wassalam alaikum wbt!


GOOD LUCK AZHARIANS!
KITA BOLEH!





besok and besoknya lagi saya ada syafawi.

~ Al-quran

~ Hadith Tahlili


knapa ya aku kabak2 ani ah. uwek uwek uwek. takut.

im done with mngulang. now. im just hoping and praying everything's gonna be okay.


Ya Allah permudahkanlah segala urusan hambaMu ini, Amiin.
tawakkaltu ala Allah. mudahan semuanya berjalan dengan baik.





salam sejahtera.


izinkan ku berbicara hari ni. aku tidak menghilang. aku masih disini. =) how's my life? idk. mseh plg normal. nothing special, nothing unique, nothing blast. hee. i feel like jalan. tp bila? kmna? bhapa? shud i? spa kn dbwa? hahaha. im tennis mania addict. that is bcoz there's no days without doing it. dont blame me. blame that! :) its May~ MayMayMay~ a battle month! sungguhpun begitu, aku tetap aku. kerajinanku kesukaranku. i didnt have enuf sleep for today. but thats okie! actually i got something to share to u here, but.. mcm kurang rajin tia jari jemariku ani mngatur kata.mcm biasa ku ahiri post kali ni dgn serangkap kata ;





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kau benci mungkinkah cinta
kau terlepas kata berbisa
jangan buta memilih kata"