♥ the-inspired-face ♥

2009-06-20T18:18:00.002+03:00

its time for me to say Good Bye. its time for me to leave. I dont want but I have to. Good Bye my fwens, Good Bye Cairo. Selamat tinggal ani hanya untuk sementara. ketani akan bjumpa lagi di mana2 sj. we will see sapa yang ambung nnt. :p hectic bnr last couple day, especially today! haha, what a bad luck being the last one to leave this house! nda ku nyanyat....... nda siuk..... sbb ia mbuatkan aku ilang lamak2.. ahaha.. i wanna stay the way i am! nadadeh.... aku mau kurus bnrnya tp kurang rajin, nda buleh dsabut malas...

to those yang really2 give me a hand, whateva it was, whenever it was.... I am THANKFUL!
di Brunei tah ku blanja.. ahah.. f ku ngat jua.. ingati ku.. sbb aku slalu buat2 lupa.... ahahahaha
haha, intake ku......
aku dulu BALIK dr kamuuuuuuuuuuuu.... BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
sorry nda ikut jalan that nite ke SC, and today ke QADOURA............
big big bigest sorry.... aku sdg mbubut masa ne.... ckit lagi ni ckit..
fuuuuh...........................................

sampaikanlah salam.....ku..
buat yang bernama CAIRO....

this blog officially 'honeymoon'

till then..

hugs n kisses

XOXO... Syer Bpkhm

Miss u Cairo................

let me fly now.........

cairo that i miss.. berat ta ya kaki ni kan meninggalkan..

2009-06-19T21:39:00.003+03:00

the big possibility my blog pun akan ikut holiday, sbbnya aku bawa ia holiday, ke Brunei jua. =) oww cairo.... im gonna miss u. aha. apakan. cana feel ku ah sane kan balik ane ah.... hmmmm.... i feel mcm kn extend g my flight. wahahahaha. knapa ya ah? aha. ko paham??? aku pun nda paham. but im looking forward! with-all-tha-plans.. for sure, d Brunei aku pasti akan mengiutkan diriku yang sudah kiut ani.... aha. owww fooods, come come~ get in to my tummy....!! blum ku insoooof bab2 kembang kempis ane.. bila ku stress sj makan, bila mkn sj ku stress.... bila2 pun ku makan plg.... oww rumah~ i dont wanna see ur face!! clear ko udh kah? napakan mcm balum ani??

ahad kah tu ah aku fly.. rinduku dsl eh, bilik ku pun aku rindu jua.. yata tpt ku meluangkn masa slalu.. jua lg ddpur.. aha.. bilik ku ni.. wlupun byk dugaannya, tp.. entah ah.......... aku syg bilikku ani.. tbiasa udh atu x.. nnt bln 9 pndah arh umah bru.. aku ah bab2 rumah, yg paling penting toilet.. bnr th, msti selesa.. 1st class!

cant wait balik Brunei jua rasanya.. seeing my family members.. especially alai mujiib.. pslnya.. yess.. dpt tah ku jln2 ma ia ni mbwa ia ke kdi kaling.. aha.. mbwa ia liat movie.. men badil.. what else ah.. bmain ma kwn2nya dluar rumah.. aku mau balikan alai mujiib bicycle, becoz he loves to mengayau2 krumah2 kwn2nya.. aha.. antara smua he's the big one.. he should have one.. kn mbali basikal ku jua eh.. raun2 mentiri ah ptg2.. bila mliat smua adi2 ku makin muda atu, trasa tah jua diriku ane makin berumur.. aha apakan.. dlu2 durg damit2 jua masih.. ahahahah.. spatutnya aku ne mature.. tp mcm hmmmmmmm mlas kan comment... adi ku sndiri g ckp aku mcm kanak2.. eeeeh.. mls ku..

i love gadgets..... im looking forward kan beli WII with-the-very-complete-package!!! yeah im 23.. tp suka kn games berabisly tp nda thp crack lah! mseh bleh dslmtkn..... my PSP na lg ada.. ahaha.. abis bah beilangan.. yata kn mbali WII ani.. Ayahanda Bonda, Anakanda mau kerita.. perkenankanlah permintaan anakanda................
ahahahaha...... bila ku akn ada kerita sendiri ahh??? i want i want! eh sudah tah eh....
bsr sgt mimpi ku atu.... bah, i gtg dlu.. got lots of work to do here.........................
mun mndgni bisai :p ahahahaha.... nadadeh...
im fineeeeeeee......................................................

loves BruCai~

holiday begins

2009-06-18T11:50:00.005+03:00

Brunei~ Sweet Home~

less than 4days lg im going back to sweet home, stuffs im going to do pun byk on the list, the list in my mind, as ystrdy nite ke SC, ada la things yang memikat mata hatiku, from up to toe! i need new perfume, PaulSmithRose! and that beg @PROMOD! haha, dmlm blurih baju jua sj d H&M
pastu makan d Chilli's, with rafidatain! =) nada gambar kn d ampai dcni, as kmi nada bgmbr. rafidatain bukannya pemes pun, pemes g aku. hahaha.

Today, kn mnngelearkan my room, siksa jua ah wlupun blum g start. bru my room, blum g dluar atu, kpd pihak yg memegang amanah, jgn kn escape!!

dols, any possibility watching movie tonite 'the proposal'? =)
contact2 sj dangan~ u lanja ah....
f u lanja, me doakan semoga u sntiasa diberkati.. aha
me cpt2 ne panyap umah mun bnr krg mlm jln...... ;)
baboo, red, rai, ros.. bek kmu ikut!

CAIRO, im gonna miss u!
nanti lagi me jejakkan kaki cni ah.

by the way,
exam is finally done!
horrraaaaayyyyyyyyyyy~
\o/
ye ye!!!!!!!!! \m/

2009-06-09T10:07:00.004+03:00

utk mata2 yg memandang

my 1st time lunch @RUBYtuesday
me and my food~

ummm.. marvellous!
CHICKEN OSCAR
pasal aku lapar.
bila lapar, smua nyaman.
kalah country-fried chicken d CHILI'S
wahahahaha.

who's accompanying me?
i leave that question to u. aha.

ssuai kah nda this sunglass arh me?

2009-06-08T08:22:00.003+03:00

*ROFL* *LMAO*

brapa hari lg nah?

2009-06-08T08:05:00.003+03:00

salam

rindu ku blogging eh. huh~~~~~~ lame. mliat my schedule sheet make me ssssssmile~ =) na g lama balik. 2 weeks sj lg. nda kerasahan tu. boring. sikit2 crita psl kn balik. biartia. special x ah bg ku. at 1 point aku happy, another point aku kusut, and another 1 aku seolah brada dtgh2. ada 3 perkara skrg ne yg akn ku hdpi and sdg ku hdpi sbnrnya. tp skrg ane, i didnt show it to people. ntah ah fake happy is not that mngalehkn act. sbb, wlupun ia fake tp ia mseh brsifat happy. hahahaha apakan. another thing i excited to share, my sis kan kawin, skali still-dont-know-siapa-pengapitnya-tym-sanding-nnt. biartia ia milih siapa kali ah, sbb sorg2 nda mau. mun aku ne T and K and L, manasj...... ahahahaha...... tp aku smmgnya C plg sudah! =) undeniable lg tu fakta atu. haha.

next subject ne, all tha 3rd ya usuluddin girls, akan mnghdpi same subject which is TASAWUF. tasawuf penting dlm hdup ketani. skali? knapa kan? to pdols..... Aku start ngfl dr page 65 =p mau jua mbgto dcni. pagi ane kan mliat ceta U P ku. bah, bruneians jumpa d wyg. aha. wyg mana 1? haha. lu pkir la sndiri................................

Brunei~ sbr ku akan pulang

XOXO!

tidak ada kena mengena dgn yg hdup mahupun yg sudah........

2009-05-23T08:48:00.004+03:00

why?
what love is? if love gives pain
then stop loving now.
stop this heart.
if only u thought that im strong enough
you're wrong
that im not!
i can't breathe.
you see me, but ur blind.
coz im stupid to fall in this way.
can u stop these tears?
end this,
love is not for me.
if only i could take u out from this heart.
leave me now,
coz 'we' is not the ending.
separate me
far away
coz my broken heart
cant be fixed
forever u r here
forever
in this heart
im against u now
but this heart
can't erase u
it won't

2009-05-22T06:25:00.004+03:00

nothing much to say, just having tidur yang inda menantu lately. for the next paper, i got 31 hadis to cover. just imagine if only 3 hadis are selected, & how cool is that? haha. well that's exam, ujian yang mnguji tani how well u prepared, are u ready????? ehe. if only i could have my own doraemon, dapat jua mnta liatkan hadis apa yg kuar dgn his super-genius machine. haha. fyi, takhasus hadis ni, most of the subjects jenis behafal, jenis fakta, nda byk subject yg buleh buat ayat sendiri. tp, kdgnya mbuat mazhab sndri ada jua x. lol. urg slalu ckp, f da yg ko nda apal kuar, pndai2 th ko 'membual'. sagainya nyaman ati mliat paper atu nda tluan kosong. the point is, kalau mau jawapan tu tamam setamam tamamnya, jangan ada satu pun yg d tinggalkn. 31 hadis, mcm byk jua kan bunyinya. mudhn cukup spis d kpala ani. seakan memory card, mudhn sj memory card ne ukn jnis lagg, or corrupted, or memory low or memory full. bg laluan daulu utk 31hadis. ayung ku udh eh, ke parut ayungnya. anyway, perjuangan harus diteruskan sampai ke jinjang kebebasan. theinspiredface ended her post here.

fyi, i miss u~

*U = UMUM

2009-05-19T01:07:00.002+03:00

bila diriku memerlukan kekuatan, ketika diri lemah mengucapkan, aku sendiri pun inda paham, kenapa saat ani terasa macam macam.

aku selalu ckp mau nda mau tpksa/hrus/mesti jua dhadapi. tp seriusly, trasa ku mcm kurang kkuatan atu. please i need that strength. please i need u. and i really really in need. aku memang sukar untuk berubah. sebab yatah kelazimanku tu. lazim miyatu.

aku mau balik awal ane juaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.................
i need my 'rest'.

& please waktu cpt lah berlalu.
ada 9 papers lg~ :'(
bukunya pun banyak.
SEMANGAT please come back to me.

2009-05-11T05:51:00.003+03:00

celamat pagi semua. sudahkah anda breakfast?aha.bgun pun blum x ne.lama jua sudah ah tni nda bceta2.maklum lah kan.smua sibok.so,smua ok?insyaAllah,bittaufiq wan nagah.sbnrnya nada benda pnting pun kn dckpkn.sagainya supaya nmpk blog ni nda trbiar.my updates,oral dah slasai, alhamdulillah dah lapas.nah ani a week ja lg kan imtihan tahriri.buku ni byk bnr kn dbca *dhapal*, mampukah aku? bekarihkah aku? cukupkah waktu?

sudah tahun 3 ni, dugaannya lagi basar, tambahan bila diri ganya sorang dlm course hadith,seperti memikul dunia rasanya,miyana kan tu.im just thinking apa bezanya aku msa taun1 taun 2 and now taun3?aku seakan nada beza.semakin ku tanya semakin ku buntu.whats next in my life? what did i do for my future? apa yg telah dicapai? apa yg ingin digapai? saya seorang pelajar. yg krajanya belajar, mnimba ilmu, banar kah atu yg ku buat skrg ani? cmna tahap ilmu ku skrg ani? aku hnya manusia kerdil yg pasti terlalu byk ilmu yg blum tersemat di jiwa ani. imtihan alal abwaab. yg pasti, jgn skali2 give up dlm khidupan ani. so guys,sadarkanku bila ku leka.

bside this, im so excited kan balik Brunei. haha. kan terabang belari ke arah umahku. ganya tiketku balum g kana bg uleh si dayang atu. ucapannya hri ahad, tp ni ah isnin udh.lakas2 th bg tiketku atu.haha.sbb lau tiket ada dpn mataku,automatically smgt ca ku mbca buku ya'ni mengapal ya'ni paham. aha. majal mcm kaling. jd sapa2 yg kn ke miri ka ke kk ka, let me know, aku turut! haha. lau blaku jua tu. maklum la. taim atu $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ tluan byk. :p
bh khalas hena. sa aqulu qauli haza, wabillahi taufiq wal hidayah, wassalam alaikum wbt!

GOOD LUCK AZHARIANS!
KITA BOLEH!

2009-05-08T22:53:00.002+03:00

besok and besoknya lagi saya ada syafawi.

~ Al-quran

~ Hadith Tahlili

knapa ya aku kabak2 ani ah. uwek uwek uwek. takut.

im done with mngulang. now. im just hoping and praying everything's gonna be okay.

Ya Allah permudahkanlah segala urusan hambaMu ini, Amiin.
tawakkaltu ala Allah. mudahan semuanya berjalan dengan baik.

2009-05-07T14:59:00.002+03:00

salam sejahtera.

izinkan ku berbicara hari ni. aku tidak menghilang. aku masih disini. =) how's my life? idk. mseh plg normal. nothing special, nothing unique, nothing blast. hee. i feel like jalan. tp bila? kmna? bhapa? shud i? spa kn dbwa? hahaha. im tennis mania addict. that is bcoz there's no days without doing it. dont blame me. blame that! :) its May~ MayMayMay~ a battle month! sungguhpun begitu, aku tetap aku. kerajinanku kesukaranku. i didnt have enuf sleep for today. but thats okie! actually i got something to share to u here, but.. mcm kurang rajin tia jari jemariku ani mngatur kata.mcm biasa ku ahiri post kali ni dgn serangkap kata ;

"sekeping hati bisa merasa
kau benci mungkinkah cinta
kau terlepas kata berbisa
jangan buta memilih kata"

curhat

2009-04-22T20:21:00.002+02:00

actually saya hari ini ~~not~~ okay :)
perlukah dinyatakan disini sebabnya?
bukan plg psl hfln or pljrn
ani mengenai insan yang memerlukan sokongan
seakan kehilangan sayap setampik
i dont know kalau ani just temporary

maybe i should bring myself sleep x
esuk aku akan buat2 ~~lupa~~ apa terjadi hari ni

bertahan disitu selagi sisaku masih ada
bila dah tiada, letakkan aku ditempat yang sepatutnya
andai esok masih ada bagiku
yang tinggal hanyalah angan mimpiku

2009-04-22T14:14:00.003+02:00

how r u daling? :p

assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh =) duduknya saya disini dengan fikiran yang terbuka luas.. aha apakan.. nadadeh.. kamu, jadual oral quran ku ada udah.. alhmdulillah.. nampaknya saya smkin bergegas mngabiskan hafalan yg nampaknya mseh byk yeeeeee.. aha.. bila jua ku bgagas.. brilek2 x ku mseh aaaaah.. ingatlah wahai gelama sekalian.. usaha itu.. jika kita lakukan.. sedikit2 lama2 ia akan jadi apa? jadi banyak lah ahernya.. itu pun susah mau jawab kah? ahaha.. nya sikawan.. "tiada usaha yang sia-sia" memang ringkas tetapi maknanya begitu mendalam and complete.. salute ku arh crapidah a.k.a pdolssszzza~(mesti ya sanyum2 ne mbca) aha.. jn mare.. jadi, marilah ktani sama2 berusaha k~ mun tau dh telalai, bukannya sengaja kn jdi lalai bnrnya.. as i said TELALAI.. memang manusia miyatu.. mungkin biskita perlukan kata2 smgt.. aku sendiri pun perlukan kata2 smgt dr urg bnr nya.. tp aku ne urg plg jua.. so aku sendiri sjlah mbg smgt arh diriku ani.. aha..

semoga hari2 biskita semua telah melakukan perkara2 yang bermanfaat untuk diri biskita semua.. saya insan yang mudah lupa dan dilupakan..

aku balik2 mndgr lgu 1234 back~ suka tinga ku mndgr.. bila th kn start ngfl ne dang sayrah~ nama manja tuuuuuh.. ewww~ u diam k.....tau me u jeles saja tuuu.... bah babaiiiiii~

2009-04-22T02:42:00.009+02:00

awwwww lawaaaaa~~~~
dangar smpai abis.........!!
haha, aku bru tau... ;)
nice dance!! and the piano also~ sick eh!
awwwww~
i like toh!

They Are Indeed Awesome!

=)

2009-04-20T15:13:00.007+02:00

Marie Digby~

She's beautiful, guitarist + piano and has nice voice, cuatah aku pun ada tiga2 faktor tu =), mixed blood , japanese american....

2009-04-20T01:27:00.002+02:00

19th APRIL

big thank u to nieghbaku yang mmbwa bjln bmain d E-zone.. =)
main pool, DDR wlupun buruk usulku, and basketball

nda jua buruk bnr aku main pool

8 is my favourite numba!
luckyest no~

2009-04-19T16:03:00.004+02:00

The Art Of Shadow

this is NOT my body's shape, atu shape pakaian yg ku pakai..
aku inda sebesar atu.. haha..
but its COOL x a..
akulah insan seni.. :p

am i drinking something? haha.. i am walking..

wuush panjang rmbutku.. nampak kamu?
sapa na nampak.. aga bcek mata..

sesungguhnya aku bini2.. na ku bmuscle..

seakan berada di permukaan dunia..

spoil sandal ah dang~

btipun~

Hifzul Quran

2009-04-18T22:59:00.003+02:00

this is what i am focusing on to
currently lum g byk lurihku
:-(
:-0
:-S

can u see the pink colour up there?
lawa x ah.. pink is cute!

sebenarnya......
untuk ketani mudah menghafal..
ktani mstilah buat ia jd 'kawan' tni
friendly2 kan diri dgnnya
lebihkn msa untuknya
kenali ia..............
(saya bercakap untuk diri saya sebenarnya)
kerana saya tak tau
mcm pyh kn msuk ke dlm kepala ani
wooooooooooouuuuh~
:S
make me harda, betta, fasta, stronga

oooh syerah~
hargailah waktumu..

2009-04-18T05:32:00.002+02:00

makna yang tersirat disebalik gmbr ani?

1. mengantuk kan tidur
2. sadness in the eyes
3. frustrated
4. berfikir/mengelamun
5. worried

bantal yang setia menemani tidurku~
ahahahahahahaha......

2009-04-17T20:28:00.012+02:00

~SoMeOnE To LeAn On~
by: Ronnie Lewis Jr.

I wasn't looking for a miracle
But someday I knew I would have it all
I'm not gonna like anyone else
Only thing I keep more to myself
I look good in band aids
More things not going my way
And that's when I stop
And I know I need to
just find me, yeah

Sometimes I feel alone
That's not me
Then you make sure it's you I could depend on
You show me how to love
Now that's me
It feels so good to have someone to lean on, oh
(Have someone to lean on)
Oh (Have someone to lean on)

I wish there was more I could do for you
More than I can do for myself
That's the reason why I chose you
'Cause you're not unlike anyone else
It's never been so nice
'Cause your love is so alive
That's why I can call on you forever

Never misunderstood
Never up to no good
That's how I know
It's not happy all inside Oooh

2009-04-17T19:15:00.002+02:00

last nyt, me and my friends went to City Star, kami watching Movie.. Mall Cop and Push..Pada sapa yg blum g mlet both movies.. nda rugi mliat..so, this is just my opinion....Mall Cop i gave 4 rates, and Push i gave 4 rates also.. some of them disagree and just gave 2 for Push.. huhu.. mungkin the enjoyment to watch movie smkin less and less coz aher udah tym atu....entahlah ye.. Push, i was so adore mliat c Dakota Fanning blakon, entah a, mcm i like lakonannya sana.. so i gave 10 for her!

the things yg kami buat slain atu, makan d food court, bgmbr ikut gnya model shampoo ah, c nicole schwezeneger, haha.. mun salah sorry sja my spelling atu.. to dang redah, mun u rajin agatah upload gmbr2 tni tu d fb sana.. in advance, thank u...~ :)

the reason that i wrote this, is just because i am not in the mood to revise.. entah.. that something really2 effects me.. haha.. aku emo! a.k.a berperasaan! macam kan bwa diri ku....
macam kan bejalan ku.... mencari tempat yg bulih ku bernafas sesempurnanya.....

my name

2009-04-17T18:54:00.003+02:00

I just got this from fb's app..

masane aku sasak bnr2 arah dua urg bini2......
sasak lah ku bnr2 arah dua urg bini2 atu ah.....
gila, kedapatan saling berkomunikasi......
mengumpat pasal aku......
i wanted so much to reveal keburukan kamu dua......
bakal ganya kesabaran ku ani maseh ada.....
hahaha.. u shud ashamed about all the things... i mean
all-da-stupid-shittest-thing that u did!!

well.....
di mataku.... kamulah insan yang teruseless sekali.....
di fikiranku.... kamulah manusia yang facy.....
di otakku.... hanya ada satu perkataan utk kamu iaitu 'BENCI'.....
bagiku kamulah 'babun' yg nda tau malu....

be gone from my sight forever!!!!!

bday gal~

2009-04-15T18:47:00.004+02:00

luckily i got her picture..
setelah saya curi dr fb dang pdols choi~ :p

birthday girl named as Nurul Mathilah..
we called her masilah..
our friend since sekolah menengah and pra U..
di lahirkan pada 15 april 1986.. =)

saya wakil kwn2 smua
mngucapkan selamat ulang tahun hari lahirmu
yang keeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............
23 TAHUN..
rasanyalah.. mudahan lurus..
mas, friend's forever ah.......
semoga maju jaya dalam bidang yang diceburi..
&& happy selalu.. penting tu........ ;)
im just hoping u singgah dtg ke blog ku ane..

yg ku ingat bnr2, tym d suamp..
ko jadi penolong ku~ kan mas????
jgn nda galat kamu, kdiaku ni pernah mnjdi ktua klas
sama emmm prefect..... :)
prnah jd murid kesayangan~ uhuks.....
haha.. sorry eh.. slh info..
ptutnya ckp psl masilah lah ah.....
lolly pop ko ne eyh~
masilah ne seklas ma aku sedari pom1 shingga tah ke smalhb..
sama2 jua kami mnjejakkn kaki dmesir ani..
alhmdulillah.....................................................................

Mas, wlupun dunia tani seakan nda lg sma mcm dlu..
tp aku bukan jenis lupa lah.. ingat ku evryting..
contohnya aku ingat bday mu bila, rumahmu dmana,
sapa ustaz yg ko suka dlu atu pun ku ingat.. haha..
sblum ku ckp yg nda sptutnya.. baik ku stop smpai cni la..

MAS.. again..

" SANAH HELWAH YA SADIQATI"

2009-04-15T16:10:00.002+02:00

rajin ku blogging semenjak tiga menjak ani, heee... =p wondering thinking blablabing.. i like something sane.. entah aaah.. sukar tuk dimengerti.. realise kamu aku owez wrote down double dot? uhuks.. ne wah.. double dot.. nda kn nda nampak.. that something.. hmmm.. its kinda a feeling that i cant describe.. losing the word~~~~ which makes me smile again and again macam urg tergila sekali..

i wish i could............

heeeeee

2009-04-14T23:16:00.003+02:00

hellew readers and stalkers.. :) how are u? owh, sehat ah? ckp alhmdulillah~ aha.. dont u think here kinda sunyi and sepi.. haha.. yes ka no? hihi.. smua sdg mngadap sesuatu yg perlu d adap di bulan april yg sungguh cantek ini.. :) hehe blogs kinda got hot issues~ waaah.. bgus bgus.. maritah menghangatkn lg keadaan di kehangatan cuaca yg sdg mlnda masir ketika ani.. huh, well said!!! shapa yg ke sc sj ah? nada mbwa2? haha.. ada kh jua yg malar ke sc.. stau gaban th bnr.. kn mliat ceta P.U.S.H ku, tp tungu dlu la, mun urg tu ckp siuk, bru ku mau..... hahaha.. you-know-who-you-are.. kn ngusut arh kmu ku ne.. ne wah quran ku blum g byk ku apal.. kaja ku lg nimbun tu.. haha.. shapa jua yg dpt nulung aku ane.. kmu pun 2x5 jua ah..

lately kan.. aku mngadap FB th gnya, bukannya jwb quiz eh, apa tu quiz aa smua ckp bad2 thing sj about aku.. malas th ku mnjwb lg.... sorry laaa.. ko jahat ato!! aku main tennis lg baik, dpt kumpul usin byk2 smpi bratus ribu.. yata kan, skalinya gila, bankrupt ku choi~ abis kalah ku..... sasak ku nda ku puas at, kan ku tebus balik smua duit ku yg kana curi!! haha.. (shapa suruh majal blwn ah???)

nda ku tau apa mkna choi ani. urg atu nda jua mbg tau mknanya.. haha.. saje kli mngil urg choi choi choi....~ tp nya cute x tu ah... kan choi? kau bh eh~ haha.. choi ko ne eh.. td kan, aku ada kenalan bru, urg PAKISTAN, umurnya 21, x ku gto la umurku 22, haha.. biasa nya kn mun urg dh tau dgn nya chat atu tua dr kdia, nada lg ya kn sudi mntxt x.. ane nda, mseh d txtnya aku.. skali bceta ya psl BOMB BLAST d PAKISTAN atu.. haha.. eh, cmna kn ia bleh lalui hidup in a place yg nda aman atu ah, he told me 'Believe in Allah' that makes them stronger and tawakal facing their own world.. pastu he told me, today btmbh sjam dh dsna, +4 hours jam cni la.. apa lg ah.. kali aku bgto la aku kn revising quran, haha.. skali esuk g kami kn bchating.. haha.. cali jua ah.. mcm aku ne hmpir tidak lg kn bkenalan2 dgn urg ani, bchating2an.. dlu2 karak eh chat arh MiRC.. buleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh????? gila.. sngup tu ah mbali netkad 50 rgt!! usin tu ah.. saving psl kn chating!! talor dulu atu.. pdhl nada jua dpt apa2.. kali bjumpa di gadong lg tu dgn chater, d Yayasan.. gila.. bhapa ku kan tu? that made me realise, im changed!! nada pun ku buat pkara2 cmatu lg.. nada aa choi? pcaya lah choi~ haha..

habis2 pun aku jln mliat wyg main d arcade.. kn bknlan dgn chattez, nahada!! apakan point ku dcni ani bnrnya.. point ku, dlu tu byk plg bnda2 useless ku buat, biasa jua tu.. blum jua ku brakal bnr x.. do u know, dlunya d brunei ada tu, yg khidmat d tpun ah.. haha, tpt bknln, yg sminit 50sen.. gilaaaaaaaa~ aku punya tu aaaaah!!! bkenalan dgn urg jua.. see, ngabiskn usin indung..
balik skulah, tpun dlu ku capai tu, mncek choi f ada voice message~ excited tu ah f ada.. :) haha..
skrg ane ada mseh kah service atu???? haha.. aku start branti, start parent ku ckp bill tipun tinggi~ sapa punya kaja tu nah??? hahahaha.. mana durg tau plg aku punya kaja, drg pkir adi bradiku yg lain btpun2 apa, haha.. nah treveal tia..

sangal ku bcerita choi eh.. ko ne dr td ku bcrita.. nada jua bebunyi.. ok ko choi? haha.. ehe.. bwa senyum choi ah.. :)

saja beceta~

2009-04-13T16:29:00.004+02:00

*smile to u*

hi.. patang semua~ dmlm aku nda brapa ok slps ku dr markas pu3, x start dr sana aku brasin2 saja, gila x.. non stop, smpai ke utak saraf, aww sakit x ah.. skali balik rumh, sljur mnalan ubt flu.. dlu2 nda jua ku tbrsin2 sj lau tpt tu bhabuk, gpun andg cni ni bhabuk bpasir jua.. aku ne nda g kuat x mlwn habuk atu! shuh shuh.. jgn hinggap d idung ku ane lg! udh ku mkn ubt, sljur ku tefect eh, sljur ttdur, til pagi. haha. ada jua 12jam x. atu bru sakit. sorry bh kpd yg ku ajak mliat wyg tu, x nya nda jd. haha. nda smua sprti yg drncngkn kan? *anggukkn sj kpala atu* =p

apa g kn ku cetakan ah, oh yeah~ our daddy trabang lg ke KL, KL ane mxudnya KUALA LUMPUR. bru jua ya balik brunei sminggu, x blyr ya lg. haha hebat. sian my mOm. tp nda jua lama tu bh, in just about sminggu sj tu ya d KL atu. talking abt KL, gila tu eh tpt atu.. sdiakan sj usin byk2 mun kn shopping!! hmmm.. alhamdulillah, mudhn btmbh murah rezki bapa kami. amiin.

aku rindukn adi yg paling bungsu, c alai mujiib, hehe.. saiz kaki nya sma dh mcm kakanya yg sorg lg tu.. haha.. mkin bsr udh ya. nah, nda plg ku sbr kn balik nah. kn main badil ma kdia, sblum smbhyg terawih. haha. mbwa kdia ke kadai kaling. haha. to my dearest family, kami smpat ne braya dbrunei sama kamu2~ haha. aku mau tni sfamily buat baju yg setusut. skali bgmbr d studio. yg paling grande~ YES! we are ONE. eeeeh~ napa ku emo ani. talo x eh.

ada bnda yg buat ku risau ne, ntah bnr kh nda tu nya urg arb ah, ktanya oral hadith kmi 24 april ane. hri ne brapa hb kan ah, ~~12hb~~ 13hb jua ne. brapa hri kn lg tu. ntah lah. quranku lg cana. tusyen ku lg cana. ish ish~ nda ku mau ngusut. mudhnth ku kuat. aku mau bjaya. bila jua hidup ne nda tough ryt? klu ada urg ddunia ane yg brjya tnpa perlu brusaha keras, orang atu bukan aku. beruntung kh urg atu? atau atu udh lucknya kn..... life is tough baby~ if u succeed, then your life is in your hand. aku mau buat parentku, familyku bangga. that's all.

O Allah.. bless my journey.. amiin..

2009-04-12T17:18:00.003+02:00

semua orang suka lagu ini........ =)

terima kasih.

Charlie's Angels~

2009-04-11T15:43:00.004+02:00

credit to Rossey

Syer: ouch rai~ my leg~~~~~~~~~~

Rai: nyaman lho!

2009-04-07T23:49:00.002+02:00

sudah lama saya tidak berblog.. apakah sebab2nya? apakah sudah tiada benda lagi untuk dikongsi disini? apakah blog ini perlu dihapuskn? oh tidak~ bhpa plg kn dihapuskn blog ane.. apa dosa blog ane? disini ktni bebas bersuara mnyuarakan kata hati yang bisu yang bljr utk brkata2. nah..... jgn dikarasi mua atu eh, bwa brilek mnyubuk blog ku ane. inda sya melarang plg ne. jgn kjiwa, jgn sinitip, jgn tah beperasaan yg nda baik2 atu x, buang ca eh jauh2.

kalau ktani pikir2 kan , amat2 kan.. matang kah ketani ane mbuat kputusan sbnrnya? mxudku nda plg specific.. apa2 sj kputusanlah. bg ku, kputusan ane mcm2. samada ia mngarah kpd kebaikan ataupun keburukan. so apa2 pun sblum buat kputusan, bwa bfkir panjang2, luas2, lebar2... aaaah... tinjau2 jua dr sgala sudut2. jgn nnt, diri sendiri garam at ah, mnggigit jari jemari kaki. sbbnya, aku phm. kdg2 ktani brada dlm situation yg mana ketani nda ada pilihan. knapa buleh cmatu? sbbnya keadaan atu ketani biarkn ia mengontrol hidup tni. sdgkn, ktani berhak mengatakan ya ataupun tidak. ok ok, jgn ko karasi ee muamu atu, ko kan lawa, ensem, cute, macho.. rilek2 mbca.

bg kamulah apa kan makna hidup? as H to the I D U P.... kalau aku bg ku hidup ne
"complicated" ok ah, aku explain... as i said td hidup ne complicated, kenapa? ok skrg ne ktani hidup dmna? di DUNIA. ok dunia ne mcm2 kan manusia yg ada ah, mcm2 sifat and perangai. jd kalau kamu kan tau manusia atu sendiri "complicated" bnrnya, knapa? sbb complicatednya manusia atu, dunia atu and hidup atu. jdi cmana kn solve benda ani? pndai2 tah mbuat hidup ne bermakna, hidup ani y nda d hrgai? hargai hidup ane.. wlupun ah kadang2 dunia seakan inda d pihak ketani. bnr, kdg2 ktani terjatuh, di himpit, slagi ada daya, lawan, jgn smpai kpala kana pijak2.

apakan lg yg penting sbnrnya? dalam otakku masane satu sj. aku sj yg tahu. aku bljr sesuatu. pengalaman ktani nda sma. skrg ane, inda semestinya putih atu putih, hitam tu hitam. skrg ane, i tell u, bila kamu melihat sesuatu apa2 sj lah, lihatlah lalu pandanglah sedalam2nya dgn mata hati. then u will know, whats good and whats not. mungkin i soundly merepek, but orang yg memahami pasti tau ah apa point ku di sni. thanx for reading.....

i end this with a poem :-

lihat bintang sinarnya pudar
mungkin di sana dia tak bahagia
andainya hidup begitu sukar
jalani saja seperti cerita

sudah tertulis inilah jadinya
kaulah bintang selalu terluka
jangan mengharap esok menjelma
hidupmu hanya bertemankan duka

kadang waktu tiada bagimu
kadang membisu terus diburu
batinmu berdarah jiwamu lesu
batinmu bersuara siapa yang tahu

sora sapakan lating ane.... haha.... :p

2009-03-23T01:12:00.003+02:00

raman bachan! - akmal

skrip spontan~

A : raman bachan, (laughing), ramaaaaaaaaaaan kemari kaaaaaaaaaau~ bah sudah..
R: sudahtah eee.....

manith~

2009-03-22T13:06:00.006+02:00

This is not cobalah.. its suara ku berharap.. salah taip nama..

cobalah - suarakatun

improving~

2009-03-21T09:18:00.002+02:00

reply this girls, each of u must create one pantun for me k..

2009-03-20T12:44:00.005+02:00

MINGGU BERPANTUN

FOR: EHAN RAFFI

membawa diri pergi ke sinai
mencuci mata melapangkan fikiran
ada ka nda ole-ole utk ku rai
utk ku simpan sebagai kenangan

FOR: FAEZAH HO

orangnya anggun berkacamata
suaranya lating suka begambar
main rubik cube atu ros sanang sj
mun kan jdi pro maritah aku mengajar

FOR: RAEDAH HA

matanya sipit berwajah korea
suka berjalan di masa lapang
elaun bulan 4 nda lg lama
adiah bday mu pasti akan dtg

FOR: BNEEJ

naik teksi pergi star city
bersama kawan menonton muvie
siapakah gerangan org yg disukai
inda baik dipendam di dlm hati

FOR: RAFFIDAH HJ

hari-hari mengadap lappy
surfing internet mngurik informasi
lama udah aku nungu2 disni
bilatah kau kan belanja ani

falukah wa carrefour bas~

2009-03-16T13:46:00.008+02:00

JALAN-JALAN

source: taken from suryani matassan's fb

mau pulang daaaaa.. lawa nini kami senyum atu......

tym ane c dhiya kambang.. see see that!

dua urg dh anakku.. yata byk beg ku bwa atu.. smua nindah2 durg tu..

dhiya c cute~

aku suka pic ane.. nini pun join sekali bgmbr..

perasan orang belakang aaaah..... arh bungsu bini atu ada babygirl tu....
d tapuknya bah.. nda ya mau mliatkan.. kariiiit~ aha... nada deh....
sajuk bah tym tu yatah kana tukup atu..

aku mnggmbr ne.. jua lagi aku btapuk... nda logik..

model duqduq~ =)

msa ne c dhiya mlambai2 urg d kapal sebalah and they both said haaaaaaai!!
arah urg itam g tu...........

brotherhooooooooood~ touching saya....

g sorang model dagu..... bisai knk2 skrg ane.....

c ulya said: awwwww!!!! nyehehehe....
mesti dipantau ni usulnya.. hahaha.... asteeee....

ulya, saya, dan nini kami hjh bungsu namanya.....

ulya the vaiiiiiinsssssss, saya, nini, wa kaka........

who else~

2009-03-16T02:53:00.005+02:00

CR7

who can do just like what this guy did?????? Cristiano Ronaldo he'll become a legend................

this is what we can call PERFORMANCE!

2009-03-16T00:52:00.004+02:00

KAER AZAMI

inda ku boring meliat balik2 ni.. ane yg ktani cari.. pnonton nda branti beterais.. skali ada yg ikut menyanyi sama2 sambil tapuk tangan.. dr body language tani udh tau.. guru2 nya te alai2 tngn.. ane bruth performance.. mbg kambang bulu bah.. hebat lagu ane di r n b kan.. tapi ITS DAMN AWESOME!!!!! ingat ku mseh ne.. tym ku mliat ne dlu.. kambang bulu..!! bnr eeeeeeeeeee........ hahaha.. sorry ah.. blum ku abis beceramah psl AF ane.... kes majal....

MAN UTD RULES

2009-03-15T19:02:00.003+02:00

-Updates and Info-

Team	Pld	Pts
1 Manchester Utd	28	65
2 Chelsea	29	61
3 Liverpool	29	61
4 Arsenal	29	52
5Aston Villa	28	52
6 Everton	29	48
7 West Ham United	28	39
8 Wigan Athletic	29	38
9 Fulham	29	37
10 Man City	29	35

Well, Man Utd still leads in EPL, still at THE TOP.. i repeat.. at THE TOP..!!!

dari table yang dpt anda perhatikan di atas atu, ternyata Man utd mendahului dengan kelebihan 1 game and kelebihan mendahului 4 mata teratas.. di sini ada kata-kata hikmat.. berani menerima kegagalan adalah kemenangan.. jadi sesungguhnya kejayaan biasanya akan dapat dicapai setelah merasai kegagalan.. dan kegagalan atulah yang akan membakar semangat untuk berjaya.. sekian, wabillahi taufiq wal hidayah wassalamualaikum w.b.t.......

manchester tumpas uleh liverpool
1-4 sampai wisil di siul
namun manchester tatap cool
next match lg beraksi unggul

aku suka ia ani

2009-03-15T17:34:00.007+02:00

ani opinion ku plg sj.. aku suka ia ane psl he can do shuffle.. & ia capi2.. & bab muka nda pyh th dkomen.. haha.. AF7 mcm ada bh something yang missing atu.. nda tau apa.. ala2 american idol ada tia jua.. *transformasi* word ane basar bah ne.. nda sng ee kan buat perubahan a.k.a mengubah sesuatu menjadi sesuatu yang hebat.. jujur saya katakan, yg bini2 nya nada bah suara yg unik atu.. haha.. bru plg minggu pertama.. so ani komen minggu pertama lah ne.. so far, nada yang melatop..

Aril(Terbaik Wok!) - Rahasia Perempuan

i choose........

2009-03-15T00:55:00.000+02:00

pantun paling bida

2009-03-14T03:56:00.007+02:00

pantun paling bida

Bukan ku nda sudi becerita
ganya cerita langsung nada
astah napa kau nda pcya
macamtah aku bdusta tu nya

seniku arah tulisan plg saja
mun spontan inda ku tau cmana
ko ane tah maseh jua nda pcaya
aku ckp bnr jua saja

nah ane last pantunku saja-saja
manada point penting banarnya
saja bah kan buang masa
sudahtah dulu ideaku sampai sini ganya

bakat ku yg nda jua seberapa..
=p

aku suka d chorus berabisly

2009-03-08T00:00:00.002+02:00

Bunkface - Situasi

Diskriminasi menjatuhkan aku
Reputasi kini menjadi bisu
dan aku , ku layu
disitu

Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru
itulah impian aku

C/O
Dan bila kau menghilang
Musnah la, musnah impian
tuk menggapai bintang
terangi hidup ku
Ku mahu kau tahu
engkaulah, destinasiku
dalam ingatanku .. oh oh oh…

Kerana diri ini tak daya lagi
menempuh hidup yang ku temui
dan aku , ku tunggu .. oh oh oh
disitu

Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru

itulah impian aku

kids~

2009-03-07T21:48:00.003+02:00

setelah puas bermain.....mereka pun....... ZzzzzzzZzzz
Dhiya wa Ulya

nyaman kana gendong leh nini atu lai aaaa....
Raiyana Ajreena

A beginner

2009-03-07T00:20:00.002+02:00

Hanya Aku Yang Tahu

2009-02-21T18:32:00.011+02:00

this is just apa yg terlintas di fikiranku....daripada aku angan-angan.... baik ku kembangkan bakatku yang sebenarnya inda berbakat banar pun.... haha.... anda tidak diwajibkan untuk membacanya apatah lagi memahaminya.... saja-saja saja ne.. aha.. c syer boring saja tym ne......

"Mengabadikan dirimu

Di kejauhan menanti hari
Berjalan sepi lemah tak berdaya
Melihat angin bertiup tak terjangkaui
Jalan-jalan kosong tanpa senda dan tawa
Terisi hati tangisan tanpa suara
Dalam luka menusuk sukma
Memberi nestapa gelap gelita
Suara hati berlagu manja
Meminta kasih terjawab rasa
Teringat kenangan menyentuh jiwa
Bersulam rindu tidak ku lena
Nilai cinta mampukah membalasnya
Bila dipisah hasrat membara
Menutup mata disana ku leka
Memandang wajah yang dicerita
Tersenyum bila kau hadir menjelma......."

i wonder what will happen tomorrows? When the big day comes.......... oh time...~ please go fast, as fast as you can....

At last!

2009-02-19T02:19:00.022+02:00

hai people!!

assalamualaikum w.b.t
sihat abiskita?

i knew everyone had really extremely fun times
on their vacations
so do i!

anyway,
hopefully abiskita smua
got manfaat lah ah dr prehlahan abiskita atu
terokai tah mana2 tpt yg belum dterokai

today is thursday
19th february 2009

someone btambah setaun dh umurnya re ne
she's 23 !!
dari angka atu udah menunjukkan
kematangan and kedewasaan

Red..
tq ah for treating us
icecream cake
and cheese cake only for me ;)

red.. mudahan u happy2 slalu ah
di samping si dia mu yang di sygi
kamu cute couple =)
and also success in evrything k
amiin!!
nantikan saja ur present
bila waktu itu tiba

i think....
aku kan selitkan dlm post ku kali ane
gmbr2 spnjg prehlahan ku

here there are:

at Airport

in the plane

SUSHI!!!

terminal LRT.........

lets bowl ! im not that good act..

"GONG XI FA CAI" TAHUN LEMBU LAU NDA SILAP

RED BOX - KAROAKE

TGI my favourite~

PINK panther 2...

corn cup...

PAVILION~

BB - starhill!

mushroom soup of MANHATTAN~

SEAfood seaFOOD!!

KLCC~

TUNA MAYO!

I LOVE CR7! MAN U RULESS!

kadai mamak~

LOWYAT - gadgets!

nando'sssssssssssssssss~

-IIUM aka UIAM-

fish spaaaa~

in LRT

TGV cinema f im not mistaken

BADUT ~

BOB AF2

sunway lagoon!

sebelum berkayak

safety

SECRET RECIPE~

capsquare - new mall @MI

MR TEPPANYAKI - japanese cooking

what? its a WRAP man~

2009-01-28T19:04:00.005+02:00

My perasaan right now happy,excited,LEGA terasa RINGAN no pain,no stress. and i feel bsyukur kpd Allah, sbb ahernya exam sem ane dah slsai, krasahan lamanya, ane nda plg lg, no papers left, yahuuuuu~~~ for me, what is still important for us to do are keep on bdoa and hajat wheneva ur free. the end of exam didnt mean the end of doa&hajat right? keep it dat way. becoz only dat we gain ketenangan. i got 2 days ja lagi ne before menerabangkan diriku. im looking forward for dat. still not preparing anything kan dbwa blyr ane. it wont take much tym. i'll do a quick packing esuk2 pun buleh. i leave Cairo maybe for 12-13days if nda missed counting. i dun even sure, f ada yg mseh trtnya2 where am i going actually, and ada yg tau x jua kan dalam diam, i dunno. its not a big matter for me here. evryone's always wants to know about evryones. so, why i care something that is sudah menjadi ADAT or TRADISI. sooner or later~

at kuliah tadi, i met two fwens yg dtg dr jordan, sizah & salwanah, ehe. act met pdols, babo, red and ramai urg brunei plg jua lg. haha. what i wanna highlight here is, bru th ku bjumpa ma kwn2 yg dtg dri jordan, nda smua, tp ada lah kan, baik jua udh tu, nampak jua durg dh kan aku, nda smua tjumpa aku, cukupth ada yg menjadi WAKIL. To my batch, sorry k im not joining u guys mendgni kwn2 tni yg dtg dr Jordan tu. BIG SORRY. mungkin some of u feel something kh tu arh ku. who knows? i donno. so kemana sj th kamu membwa durg bjaur? ehe. makan2 jalan2. yea, wishing u all enjoy la k cuti 1st sem ne. happy rehlah duuuuudeeeee!!! same goes to mine toooooooooo~ selamat merindui aku lapas ane sapa2 yg sudi atu. me gonna miss y'all =)

no worries. i'll be BACK soon!!!

WHAT I DISLIKE~

2009-01-26T09:58:00.003+02:00

Suddenly it comes up on my mind,
about JENIS-JENIS 'urang yg ku nda brapa ingin and inda suka'........

i dislike:

1) orang yang merasakan dirinya tu saja yang lurus, inda kesah lah ah apa2 sj, tidak mengira tempat & waktu, ia tah ganya yang lurus, who's perfect????

2) orang yang suka 'memijak kepala orang lain', ani pantang saya ne bnr2, wat f tni pijak balik?? bru ya tau cana kan rasanya

3) orang yang nada rasa 'full respect' to others, ane namanya kurang ajaran.

4) orang yang ber'intention kan memalukan diri tani in front of public/a group of people'

5) orang yang 'di dapan baik, di blakang trima kasih sj'.

6) orang yang ' suka mencari keburukan tani' sedangkan dirinya sendiri pun banyak keburukan

7) orang yang 'beibon tapi menyakitkan hati ibonan nya atu', what's so funny then??

8) orang yang memandang menggunakan dua biji matanya tetapi pandangannya atu membarikan mencungkil dua biji matanya atu, cant u see me with the better way?

9) orang yang 'berwajah seperti talam'.

10) orang yang bercakap tanpa mengunakan akal, main lapas ganya, balum lg ku cakapi balik.

ane baru some ne, mun kan d list lagi banyak banar. tp ane yg MAJOR nya ne. yang i ALWAYS bump with!!!

ada peribahasa mengatakan : '' sapa makan lada, dialah yang merasakan kepedasannya''

2009-01-24T09:08:00.005+02:00

*wink*

i just dunno know
what happen to me lately

suddenly
sickness datang
but i try to fight it

now i got this ayung2 thing
like this head wanted to blow

actually the next subject
not hard subject
tp sbbkn byk
it jadi payah ca
hahahaha

i know
i shouldnt say payah
but it totally payah
lebih2 lagi f u r sick
kan kan?

well
i also sleepalots
bad habit for me
mcm bru setopic dua d afal
then kan tdur ca!
sleepaholic ta bnr..
that bnr2 th teruk

as what we always do
tawakal is the word
i know i still have time today
and i wont make it useless

because i'm a fighter!!!!

2009-01-23T00:32:00.003+02:00

currently hating myself right now
STU**D + SH**
totally frustrating!!

what the hell
wasting the precious time
you sucks Syer!!

u r the BENGONGest person
in this entire world
hate YOU
at this moment.

Naaaaaaaaaaah....
Puas at ku.

My semangat yg jitu............
awh please come back
i need u~

p/s: if this sounded so harsh, take dunno je~ =S

2009-01-21T13:01:00.004+02:00

salam alaik

hmmmm *thinking*
what to do next ah
so early i bangun ane
1am~

my tummy so so lapar
after this
ill check the kitchen
if foods still available
or not

less than 10days ja lg
im gonna leave Egypt.............
for a while
no no no
still not packing
this and this
that and that that
momantai lah tu
a day pun cukup kan packing

the day the exam's papers done
aku akan gumbira
gumbira segumbiranya
senyum selebarnyaaaaaa
gahaha

what else aaaa
the future & yet to become brother in law
will arrive here
tomorrow morning

nothing much about me
so if there's much more about me
will update to u lg
=))

note: after i eat my food, then i'll start to do my unfinished work
which is
membaca, memahami & menghafal

yesssssssss!!
for the last 2papers
aku akan peduli seadil2nya

my point just satu
''lau tani puas at dgn usaha tni,
tni akan jadi senang at.......''

bah beredar saya dulu
tummy mengamuk sudah
menyanyi lagu cromok
=p

2009-01-18T17:57:00.013+02:00

UPDATE HERE!!!

to those yang nda tau
AJL 23 just finished
so it ended with the results:

Best Performance
Faizal Tahir - Sampai Syurga
------------------------------------
Best Vocal
Faizal Tahir
------------------------------------
Best Pop Ethnic
Farawahida - Persoalan Cinta
-------------------------------------
Best Ballad
Faizal Tahir - Sampai Syurga
-------------------------------------
Best Pop Rock
MeetUncleHussien - Lagu Untukmu
-------------------------------------

&

THE AJLs CHAMPION of 2009
was

MEET UNCLE HUSSIEN
lagu untukmu

accept it, no heart feeling k........ =)

''the best deserve to win''

2009-01-18T12:20:00.004+02:00

on the half way

yes pejam celik just 3 papers left.
i know it still byk.
dbandingkn mereka2 yg tgl 2 papers or maybe 1 paper.
huhu. well congrates. =)

kaka thanx for cooking setiap hari
kami bangun sj kdapur atu ada udh mknn
tinggal ngaut saja lagi
teruskan~ ehehe..
nada yg senyaman mskn kta
f di sini
lau dbrunei ka
tau2 lah sapa lg hebat

"masakan seorg ibu itu, itulah yang tersedap di dunia"

huhu =p

(manakan jua bulat usulku tym exam ane mkn nda pnah tgl)
i love to eat
ya Allah..
nikmat nikmat..

menu for today is
nasi putih,
ayam goreng,
ikan masak kunyit besantan
sayur campur

i tell u..... its nyumnyum!! =)

2009-01-16T18:00:00.004+02:00

WHEN I WAS YOUNG

back to 1992, i started going to school [smiling :) ] im not crying x ah mcm sesetgh urg.. its lyk a normal symptom bh tu, they r not biasa dgn new environment. so i just liat2 lah sj drg yg menangs atu. im happy x a tym atu. evrythings baru, nyaman bh bjln kskulah atu dgn evrything yg new. ksut bru, baju bru, stukin bru, all are in perfect package!! i still remember my 1st class teacher her name Cigu Aminah, wearing spec. we all got the same lesson, counting 1 to 10 and a to z. good girl x ah aku in school, i ranked #1. proud eh..haha.

sekulah randah was fun, becoz i was just kanak2 tym atu. suka bemain~~~~~~dunia ane siuk ne tym atu. theres a moment when i was in class 2, ada la this guy, nda g ngat his name, but still remember ckit2 his face, he went to other school. yth mlepas sya. my eyes on him x ah. but bcoz i know i was just kanak2, sadar kan diri mseh. class 2, me n cousin fiizah mj, shes sblhn class sma aku. yatah ada lubang wah between d dinding atu. and we sitted d cring2 atu, kami main subuk2 tpt lubang atu.. lol! kami ckp2 thru dat not-so-big hole! but then she went to serasa school i think. we are closed actually but as we grow and grow, we cant be kanak2 lagi.

the things that i always do tym skulah randah, main gatah with the girls, main bubut2, main carah, main simban. see i play alots and study alots too. when i was in class 3, this is true story. not kan mburukkn but just kn ambil pngjrn sj. theres my teacher, tym atu posa bah. u know what ia buat?? ia bwa makanaaaaaan. im serius. kali ia tnya la sapa nda posa. x ada la my frens yg nda posa atu, me excluded. dpn kami wah durg makan. seriusly for me thats not good. sengaja kn melemahkn urg yg posa. huhu. rajin posa x ah lau nda kana marah. ada sekali atu la, at school i eat cucur udang, i dont remember who gave that, back home, my mom tau, trus ku kana ambat haha menangs darah eh. that was becos she cared. the not-so-talented of me is in bab blari, i always be the muncit one. i dont care as long as i still can run. skulah randah jua, i did fight with a guy. he kinda mengatil waaaaa kacau2 urg, nda sdr diri bnr. i still remember his name, heeeeee. not to mention here. smpai bebawa arh cigu taib bh kami ah. bgus bgus.( laughing.. bcoz how childish we are). dlu2 nya tabuan team handal x a. yth my teacher gave me poster brunei team, eh bangga tym atu, laki2nya nda dpt, aku wah yg dpt poster atu. =)

back to 1994, i went to skulah ugama. after skulah randah, i went to rumah nini. kami tgl sana dlu skeluarga as kmi blum dpt ppindahan tym atu. b4 skulah ugama tu, aku did laundrying baju skulah randah and bju2 my brothers jua. i know rajin x ah aku tym atu. i believe tym atu aku nda ngusut pun. huhu. then ironing. then bru th going to skulah ugama. i went there jalan kaki x ah. let me say mybe it takes 10minit x la to arrive. so i jalan kaki mula2 tu alone. then i went to my bestfriend's house. then we jalan sama2 going to skulah ugama. so sweet lah tym atu. lucky la ada kenangan cmani. so jln2 d sg bsr tu btamu2, kmi jln buknny arh cring jalan rya, but thru house to house, kinda ada jambatan yg namu2kan. so like a shortcut, tambus menambus, til masjid and skulah ugama.

what i remember, tym skulah ugama atu, ada urg bekelai, bini2 nya trend bekelai tarik2 rambut. booooo nda malu. kdg2 atu kami main arh tiang aah. do u know tiang basi x tu. yg ada 3 left to right side. so we can change our place with our partner till the player cant take it. ada la skali tu, im the mangsa kana bubut, bcoz i got this sifat shy. yth smua bubut aku. haha. not gonna tell whats d reason.

tym skulah ugama atu jua, i was crying. not bcoz im sad. bcoz ada guy ane ia nyaiyaaaaaaaa aku smpai main2 nama bapa. nangs lah ku. smpai my dad agai tu laki2 atu. puas ati ku. bukan kn ambung, tp evryone knows my dad d kg sg besar atu. so mandai2 kn menyaiya anak hj asan. nah kana eh. yatah i think my dad mseh ingat tu laki2 atu, aku pun ingat smpai krg ane. hahahaha. so evrytym abis skulah atu, me and my bestfren balik sma2, dlu2 atu ada tu urg bjual, minuman pki plastik aah. it cost 20cent. ada icecream ais. tym kanak2 i dont know apa erti ngaleh atu. sbb nda pndai kan ngaleh kanak2 ane bmain.

blik rumah nini, bmain lagi ku ma jiran nini. hee. main kaki tiga. kali mandi sungai ca f air nda surut. bila air surut, kami mncri katam waaaaah. haha. yes should i say im kampong girl? yth brngx kulit ku jd cmani ane psl suka bmain suka bpanas suka mandi d sungai. active panya aku ne dlu. ugama atu i was balik jln kaki bcoz my dad ambil my sis x tu sbb skulah arb and my mom ngajar d maktab. huhu. but jalan kaki was siuk actually. to my bestfriend u know who u r, i miss us tym skulah dlu2 atu. till i went to skulah arab, then life is change. thnx for the memory.
and for me these are the bestest memory.

aha, enough blablablabing~ here.

2009-01-15T18:42:00.006+02:00

bufday girl..........
its your 21st bufday!!!
sengajaku wish kedikau dsini
gmbr mu ah biar urg tau kau suka
makan berger :p

hee hee hee hee
gagagaga ( <-<-<-aha u hate this)

could there be a surprise party for u? :p
so what do u wish for this year?
nda kan nada wishlist~
bsides that 21 roses..
cROS udh satu, then 20 roses lg tu aaa
hahaha mudahan cros nda mbca ne =)

rai a.k.a beng
i know how mature u r
and how coolest u r
u know we are netball partner here
yes we are a team
and we are friendly friend :)

i wish and pray for ur success, ur health, ur happiness
and for all good things amiin..
if we live in the bless of Allah, we are survive

once again..
happy bufday to u rai~

16th jan
is your day

2009-01-14T12:00:00.011+02:00

Talking about yesterday
watching GG~
would like u to know dat

'''i like Mr Chuck Bass to the max.......''
his eyes especially and his way
tpikat saya melihatnya
=)

me as for now
i look mengantuk
hampir kelihatan seperti PANDA

and everyday i need foods
like im craving it oftenly

the exam alhamdulillah
going well and just okay
im looking forward for the nexts paper
2 down
4 to go!!

always put in my mind
'bersakit-sakit dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian'
parent's hope

Allah will show a light
and always remembering HIM

syer's off to bed now~

2009-01-11T12:13:00.003+02:00

ahernya

xm ku pun bermula
hari ani
11 januari.....~

sukortah banyak soalannya td
i did try my very very best sudah menjawab paper atu
now im just hoping and keep on praying
mudahan paper2 seterusnya ane
inda plg ku mnta sanang berabis
mudahan sj sadang sj pyhnya atu
amiin

heeeeee
maggi ku dah masak
lapar kuuuuuuuuu~ and mengantuk........

oh tauhid is next........
i like tauhid~
tp mcm takhrij jua sbuku atu muqarrar..
no no no nda mau mention sal takhrij lagi..

we must move on syerrrrrrrr!!!

hahaha bh smpai cni dlu...

mmmmuah.......

2009-01-10T15:28:00.004+02:00

Dear Readers..... :)

yey, im going to off my lappy just for today due to my 1st paper
which is exactly by tomorrow morning..

so i guess.. i should focusing on it rather than sitting in front of my lappy....
wasting time but enjoyable.. :p

yes..... i'll do my update after the 1st paper is done!

wish me luck.... i wish u luck too....

chayo azharians..

till the next update..... tata!

p/s: love u ONLY if u love me too..

2009-01-09T00:43:00.004+02:00

'Oh God'

please..

sembuhkan selesma ku
hilangkan sakit kepala ku
kuatkan semangat ku
lancarkan hafalan ku

+o(

i don't like this cold wheather
it made me sick :'(

2009-01-08T18:50:00.003+02:00

salam everyone~

i read this emel telling that some company yg under Israel x..
antaranya MCDonald, Starbucks, and Coca-cola..
my favourites ne..alahai.... huhu..

maybe its tym to replace them with some others
Mcd -> KFC, Burger King, Hardee's and etc
Starbucks -> Coffee Bean, Cilantro and etc
Coca-cola -> Pepsi, water and etc

should i say good bye now????

info: ada my ustaz ne, ia bgto bnr company2 tu under israel..
tp he said, egypt ne mnta izin sj dr durg,
tp sgala mcd apa atu urg arab yg buat.....
persoalannya saja the income kemana tujunya?

huh..............
im just hoping sgala duit2 yg telah ku sumbangkan arh tpt2 tsebut datas
mudah2an tah tujunya arh pkrja2 nya kah..
amin..mudahan sj..

say:
YES to ISLAM
NO to ISRAEL & USA

2009-01-06T22:58:00.004+02:00

Kadoura's wet tissue

Kadoura's pengurik gigi

Kadoura's Tissue

the story for the day

i slept at 10am td morning ntah i just tak tau apa sebab musababnya and kul 1pm i was awake uleh ka liyana tdgr ku drg ckp allowance out today kaka was nipun2 urg2 rabaah yg under jpi then bgun and i was still mengantuk actually but mau nda mau tpksa jua bwa mandi awl atu as aku belum pcopy 'what i supposes to pcopy' 2pm+ joining the girls sama2 ke embassy kali ambil my allowance god.....allowance's dropping as US exchange naik but the Egyptian Pound turun sigh........... *sasak tp bsyukur plg jua* lalalala mcm aing bh ah ada pasang surutnya andang jua usin ne ibarat aing hahaha next our bungsu Gmin belanja mamam di Kadoura as esuk tghri ia balik BRUNEI siuk aaaaa having no classes for this sem as all the classes been used for the exams siuk siuk guyang kaki tp nda apa we can kirim2 brg to/from him THANX BUNGSU~ My dad 9th Jan ne going to LONDON for 3months Alhamdulillah siuk eh bnyk x dh ke london jd org london udah bapaku atu daddy jangan lupa ole2 mcm biasa seperti selalunya ;) mudahan murah rezki sihat walafiat pa back again aftr Kadoura's eating session tu me and kaka went to CityStars ia kan balikan tunangnya present utk 7th year anniversary dorang and we belikan coklat for our family to kaka and bro norli mudahan sampai ke jinjang pelamin and hingga akhir hayat usulnya green light udah tu ka from bapa and babu :p lps atu ngntr those stuff pat bungsu then going back home
yeah that's it..... thanx for reading =) tata.. mwahss!!!

*sleeping*

2009-01-06T00:10:00.003+02:00

'the book'
mabahith fi 'ilmil takhrij
yg ku pgg2 yg ku renung2
yg ku bca2 yg ku hapal2
kullu maudu' muqarrar
hal dukturah saAkhrajat kullu maudu'?
gawabuhu LAA AHHH!!
ana mush ahfaz kullu lakin saAqra kullu douuul
bi iznillah
''Allahumma yassirni wala tuassirni....''

hoping dpt mnjwb dgn baik tym exam nnt..in all papers..

chayo chayo chayo.....fightie fightie!!!!

2009-01-05T22:28:00.001+02:00

miss alai mujiib alots.... makin gemux x ya udh msane....he he..
nda apa..janji happpppppppppppppy.... =)
to family members d Brunei: palukkan ku cmujiib aaaah...
*teary......*

the eyes, the eyebrows, the moles and the nose.. :)
i used to take pictures mcm ne dlu2..
now not anymore..
this is not the only one..banyaksssssssss..
this one best of the best..

& this one....
my latest shoe that i bought..
the shoe shows where i bought it..
i like..............!!! nyehehe

my 1st spec ever...broken into two.....
but i still kept it.....sebab sayang........ ;)

these.........
my face expressions..
you-know-who-you-are..
yg acompanying me tym a2..
d Hardee's CC..
when stress attacks..
lahirlah.......wajah2 ini.. :p

enough for now.....
that's what i present for you today....
till tomorrow come.....
love ya'll......
tata......

2009-01-04T18:15:00.000+02:00

yipppppppiy.....my ticket..gotchaaa!!!

suddenly its all goneeeeeeee~ =)

to Rai,Ros,Red,Babo, Pdols, Hasan, Faiz...............
this time there will be no ME besides you all for sem1 vacation..........
Bukan apa......i just currently thinking this year winter nya freaaaaaaksss..
haha thats one of the reason.. secondly my heart inda terbuka utk ke sinai
or where else la d cairo ne..
Kisskan saja untukku sinai atu and sampaikan salamku jua ah..
( tupun lau kamu kana lapas ke sinai)
keep on bedoa saja mudahan perang di Palestin tu berakhir secepat mungkin..
AMIIIIIIN YA RABB..........

bah away me dlu..going to restoran melayu to isi
this perut yang sedang mengamuk kelaparan..

P/s: jangantah ingaukan psl rehlah saja.....exam menantimu~

big thanks to both bapa and babu for giving me da permission..... MWAHSS!!

2009-01-04T06:23:00.001+02:00

The world nowadays

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan kami
Tiada lagi yang lebih berkuasa melebihi kuasaMu

Marilah ketani sama2 berdoa memohon kepadaNya
Mudah-mudahan peperangan yang berlaku di Palestin saat ani akan berakhir

Sesungguhnya hati-hati orang kafir telah dipesongkan
hidayah tidak akan hadir di hati mereka kecuali Allah menginginkannya
dan sesungguhnya Allah Taala akan memberikan pembalasan yang setimpal
ke atas mereka pada Hari Perhitungan kelak

Ketani sebagai orang Islam, teruslah mendoakan
semoga Umat Islam akan lebih bersatu, berpimpin tangan, berjalan seiring
menentang musuh-musuh Islam

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan Kami
Kami mohon agar Engkau teruskan keamanan bagi kami
jauhilah kami dari segala malapetaka dan kehancuran
Ampunkanlah dosa-dosa kami Ya Allah
La Haula Wa La Quwwata Illa Bika Ya Allah
Kuatkanlah hati-hati kami Ya Allah
Tunjukkanlah bagi kami suatu petunjuk
yang mengarah kami kepada kemenangan

Hidup Islam!!!!

2009-01-04T00:49:00.000+02:00

my only......................

(= 'MR FAMILY' =)

Mom & Dad

Matassan <3 Rokiah

MR's SONS
Back: Husni, Ajees, Fadhli

Front: Mujiib

MR's DAUGHTERS

Surya, Mye, Syerah, Ummi

2009-01-04T00:24:00.000+02:00

Mustagidiin intake 2006/07M

2009-01-03T22:49:00.000+02:00

Memory 2008

Im kinda BORING right now..

but i have da mood to upload those pictures..

and the pictures of me ofcourse..

for my next post will be 'zaman2 mustagidiin'..

insyaAllah.. if im not lazy..

because i am terkenangkannya..

haha..

u can see the difference between faces when mustagidah and faces when senior

tata for now.. =)

2009-01-03T22:36:00.000+02:00

ticking clock

tick tick tick the clock is tick ticker ticking.......

ehe.. what i'm about to post here is that i'm not into memorising mood right now. idk~ why. when every single things attacks u. suddenly the mood is goneeeeeeeeeeeee. true 2 trueeeee. oh my head.. too stubborn mcm batu. oh my eyes.. too sleepy. oh my stomach.. too hungry. oh weather.. why sajuk uncontrolled. sigh sigh sigh. oh i hate bparam in the room. oh mnta nyawaa mnta nyawaa.

gooooosshhh, the clock keep on ticking....... :S

2009-01-03T17:35:00.000+02:00

BACK TO BACK

im back guys.. yeaaaah! interesting and non-interesting stories are about to publish. year 2009 is the new era of journey and experience. my target for this year is im gonna continuing my strength to be succeed in ofcourse studies and my responsibility in BKPBDK as much as i know im trying to make it done as best as i could with the bless of Allah, amin. to achieve something needs huge effort and max responsibility. more to say, 8 days left for examination's sheets. am i prepared? yes, not really prepared. changing will be easier if u r willing to do so. 6 subjects in about 3weeks i think. wish me luck. may success besides us. the story for today, i went to nuzhah street, but then the bank is not open today. so i decided to go to abas laat to eat just for 15mins i guess. then back home. the taxi driver was not agreed with the money that i gave. so he run after me. hahaha. what the hell? the oil's is dropping at this moment. i gave what i thought enough to be given. luckily he can't find me anyway. im just hoping that i will never ever meet that taxi driver again. otherwise...... thing's will getting worst. that's all for now. good luck everyone.